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| 12:44am 16/06/2005 |
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mood:  drained
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I lead a raid through Uqua after never getting past half of it, and attended no more than 4 Uqua raids ever. And we won.
I want to die. @@@@ |
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| 11:53pm 10/05/2005 |
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I keep wanting to update my journal, but never get around to it~
Boobs.
Just adding in my articulate 2 cents while dead on a Tirranun raid. Whee. ._. |
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| Sleepycat.. yesss. |
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| 04:30am 22/03/2005 |
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mood: Mixed/Neutral music: Silence
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I've kept wanting to write in my journals again, but I haven't had anything specific to say. Even though plenty of things have been happening. So here's an attempt to get my thoughts out onto paper.. ahm. Typed digital text.
I had Rith over for an entire week. And it couldn't have gone by any faster. I'm still looking forward to our next visit, albeit sometime in April..
My mouth still hurts from the dentist.
Lost that Fabled bracer I swooned over for a few days..
Ahm..
Hmm.
Nope.. guess it won't happen tonight. More later. |
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| 10:57am 01/03/2005 |
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mood:  shocked music: Maxx Attaxx
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I fit into a size 8 jeans.. I don't think I ever was a size 8. |
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| Sleepy.. |
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| 11:59am 23/02/2005 |
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mood: thankful music: Refreshments - Banditos
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I could use a nap. I'm not sure if I slept enough last night, but I do remember waking up anyway to be with Rith. DoN missions are purty fun.. even more fun knowing I could cheat and solo them myself, getting points for both Luna and Rawny included. But I've still been fuzzy headed most of the day. Need zzz..
But here I am doing these missions for lotsa points before they get patched over to prevent l33t Rogue exploits like such. Besides, I'm helpin' Rith get em too. <3 Even if I've been staying up much much later than I'm normally able to to spend time with him. After re-evaluating my reasons to stay / quit EQ, I've come to realize that not worrying about the lil shit and having fun with yer friends (or best friend) has the best rewards.
Everything's changed so much since it was all spiraling down prior to Valentine's Day. Maybe I'm the only one who sees it's significance because I was only hurting myself. Either way, things are so.. so much better. I'm planning a trip to Philly soon, to relive everything that makes existence great XD
And most of all, he was right. Real friends a worth it. |
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| It's cold.. |
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| 06:22am 20/02/2005 |
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mood: sentimental music: Tool - AEnima
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I'm really cold. I wish I had someone to hold onto. Mahbe half-lazily watch a movie with while pressed up against.
Mm.. that sounds good. Better than avocado sushi. |
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| Tch. |
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| 01:13am 10/08/2004 |
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mood: My back hurts dood music: Chrono Cross - Dreamer OC ReMix
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Kay, fine. F LJ's hosting rules. And WTB some hosting place that doesn't have half a billion pop-ups / spam emails and / or one I won't forget in like 2 hours.
Otakon 2004 - 01
Otakaon 2004 - 02
o_o Taking guesses on the first cosplay. Amy / Mel / Mulan / Cel not included~ |
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| Gann |
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| 02:25pm 09/08/2004 |
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mood:  okay music: Final Fantasy 6 - Cid in the Factory - Gaffeizil OC ReMix
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Why won't livejournal show images hosted on aol? > |
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| I don't understand.. |
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| 02:08am 05/08/2004 |
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mood: rejected
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I've had a horrible month.. Most of it up until the last week or so was only relevant to my Everquest life, of which I'm sure nobody wants to or cares enough to hear about it, much less concider it any form of a "life" at all. Regardless, I upset Amy by telling her my choice of Otakon costume because I thought she was going as a Tarutaru.. I'm sure I upset people somehow at Otakon, because people seemed upset, as if they weren't having a lot of fun, spoke of not wishing to go next year, didn't want to go to the few places I did or wear costumes all weekend with me.. I hurt Rith today by telling him I don't wish to be an active part of society, by going out to the world and making new friends, namely him, when I told him that after months of trying so hard to push myself to do it, in all honesty, I don't think I can.. and lastly, I upset Mulan today, simply by going onto FFXI after leaving raidtime so abruptly to level up my White Mage.. Because I know my friends want me to play, even if it's so trying at times.. and after my 4th party within the hour disbanded on me within the first pull or less, and I told her so.. shortly after she accoused me of consistantly bitching to her since I'd gotten on.. and even previously, the entire time before that about "my stupid costume" that I worked so hard on.. and she payed for as my birthday gift.. and to go so far as to cursing me out.. she's never done that to me. Amy.. on occasion but we'd make up for it.. Mulan.. never.
Lady called up House of Yoshida today at 10pm to ask if they were still open to get me sushi, only for me to find out later that it was Mulan who answered and made fun of her for calling so late.. even though I couldn't truely blame her; she didn't know who it was and all.. but somewhere inside it still hurts.
I'm 21 now.. still with no job I can comfortably do.. still no books to finish my highschool education.. and still living with Lady.
This whole time I felt detached from my friends as of late. It's as if I've reached the point where I've become socially inadequate and unable to repair what's been damaged. And why? Because I'm broken. Me.. my inability to speak.. and my shattered ego. |
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| ooo |
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| 02:48am 14/10/2003 |
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mood: full music: Chrono Cross - Without Taking the Jewel
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You are Form 3, Unicorn: The Innocent.
"And The Unicorn knew she wasn't meant to
go into the Dark Wood. Disregarding the advice
given to her by the spirits, Unicorn went
inside and bled silver blood.. For her
misdeed, the world knew evil."
Some examples of the Unicorn Form are Eve
(Christian) and Pandora (Greek).
The Unicorn is associated with the concept of
innocence, the number 3, and the element of
water.
Her sign is the twilight sun.
As a member of Form 3, you are a curious
individual. You are drawn to new things and
become fascinated with ideas you've never come
in contact with before. Some people may say
you are too nosey, but it's only because you
like getting to the bottom of things and
solving them. Unicorns are the best friends to
have because they are inquisitive.
Which Mythological Form Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla |
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| x.o |
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| 02:29pm 13/10/2003 |
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mood: scarred for life o_o
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I saw Kill Bill yesterday.. the previews made it look really good, real anime-ish.. and it's true, those parts were done -really- well. But it was SO bloody. QQ And at one point, when they made like half the fight scene black and white, I know it was cuz they ran out of fake blood material and had to use a water substitute! O_O O-Renn was so purty~! >< Makes me scorn my evil ethnic upbringing~
-gets bothered into make-believe singing Bohemian Rhapsody with Rith- ~_~ |
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| Yeah.. |
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| 03:28am 02/10/2003 |
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mood: so sleepy
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I'm so tired.
I wanna be a person again. |
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| 10:55am 20/09/2003 |
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mood:  annoyed
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There are people in my house.
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Let me repeat.
There are people in MY house. There is someone in MY bathroom. And I have to pee.
-growls- |
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| 11:03am 14/09/2003 |
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mood: restless
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My cable is down.. this is just as bad as the blackout. I'm so bored. ;_; It's been about 24 hours since I lost it.. I managed to sleep though most of it, go out to breakfast with Lady, spend 4 hours turning my own computer on, and had time to fuck around with Lady's laptop dial-up. QQ Somebody get on AIM, I'm so lonely. u.u |
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| 06:38am 11/09/2003 |
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mood: cold
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God dammit, they changed around the livejournal layout~! I can't fucking find anything now. -.-
Took enough effort to log into here and type this, but to also have to read shit and remember what goes where rather than knowing everything by it's place, that pisses me off. Feh.
That's my update.
Oh.. that and I just -know- they stole my colors. Whores. |
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| Efg. |
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| 12:56am 14/08/2003 |
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mood: sick
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GOD DAMMIT I JUST READ AN FFX2 SPOILER ON ACCIDENT Sgeasjr895jy895jay895j y03, 5yj0aer9,yje0ar9y 0er9jaer0gjrargarrrg90wauig490war----not to mention I can't get the Cowboy Bebop music video spoiler out of my heeeeeeeeead >__________________________<
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Otakon's over. I had a lotta fun this year, I just wish I didn't get tired so easily. ;_; I wanted to get up and do things with everyone else, but I stayed at the table with Mulan keeping her company while I rested my sore feet. QQ Those fucking shoes gave me blisters. -.- Not that I minded staying there with her. I really liked wearing my costume though.. I wished more people recognized who I was so they'd take more pictures and I'd be up on websites n'stuff. o..o Mahbe next year I'll come up with something good.
I didn't get to take many pictures mahself.. because I left mah camera in the car for the first two days and I thought I'd have to pay them to get them to take it out of valet. -.- I got some of the last day.. I saw a Strong Bad and a Ryo from Ronin Warriors XDXDXD I think next year I wanna go as Anubis and make a kickass costume like that Ryo did. Then I'd get lotsa pictures and be hot and sexy in the process~! But yeah.. so I'mma prolly take a few more pictures at home and then develop em. I bought Final Fantasy Origins, The Legend of the Dragoon (cuz I really wanted this for a while cuz the cover looks so cool x.o) and (yep, I really did) Pokemon Sapphire. I prolly like it because I never obessed over it like everyone else, got over it due to it being another popular fad, and hated it to look cool. Even though I think they're running low on ideas.. wtf is a poochyena? (Actually I found out later it evolves into a 'mightyena' which actually looks really badass... for pokemon. o___o) The one thing I really wanted wasn't there.. so mahbe I can buy Chrono Cross here at the mall sometime~
It felt good to be home and out of that car. QQ I dunno if it's allergies, exhaustion, or just fate, but I got sick right when I got back. I woke up the next day I got home all sniffly and sneezy and I still have it. >.< My garbage is full of tissues and I'm not a pervert. :o Sounds kinda echo in mah head and I don't really feel like eating, which is prolly making me naseusous, but that's okay. Cept.. I haven't felt like doing anything. Not EQ.. not play my new games.. not anything. Just lay in bed, nap because meds make meh sleepy, and wait to get better. Meh. =.=
Yeah, I got up and posted since I wanted to write about Otakon since I hadn't yet but didn't feel like playing EQ. Btw, if any reader is interested in going to Baltimore, don't forget your crackpipe. o_o Because it's like.. crackwhore central. The only good spots are the convention center and.. outside that is lotsa buildings with bad tasting salads, smelly homeless guys (I'm not making fun of the shelter impaired, this refers to an experience from last year's Otakon QQ) and the eternal suburbian slums. Makes me love being home~
I want mac an' cheese. I think this is the first time I've been hungry all day. o.o |
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| It's 1:30.. they're still not here yet. |
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| 01:19pm 07/08/2003 |
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mood:  anxious music: Osamu Kubota - Red Nikita
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Mulan called and said she'd be here at 10:30-11. She called an hour later saying it might be around 12 noon. I've been playing finger DDR for 3 hours.. my hand is really cramped. QQ
The're still not here. >.<
EDIT: 3pm.. still sitting here. |
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